One Tree Hill Overload

I was watching One Tree Hill for the second time in three hours the other night. And I really don’t know why I love One Tree Hill.

I want to be Brooke Davis. And I want to find my Lucas Scott.

I remember Kuya Tupee asking me once before: If you were a character in OTH, who would you be and why?

I answered: I want to be Brooke. And I really don’t care about her slutty before she met Lucas, but I want to be her, because I can relate to her.

And I couldn’t count the number of times I’ve cried just because of this TV series.

“Don’t worry. We’re just friends.”

How could just one damn line make me cry?

Brooke and Lucas. At the start of the whole series, I wouldn’t have thought Luc would’ve fallen head-over-heels in love with the cheerleader-con-flirt of OTH. But then again, come to think of it, he hadn’t really realized how much he loved her not after he cheated on her. And that’s how Brooke changed for good.

And I love the Brooke that she is now.

Her parents are broke.

Maybe a tad bit just like mine.

And you know… maybe I’d also give anything just to have the closeness of Luc and his half-brother Nathan. I wish my brother and I are close.

I wish.

Argh.

And I still love Chad Michael Murray’s eyes.

Brooke: If we (Luc and her) didn’t make it as a couple last time, what makes you think it’s gonna work this time?

Peyton (her best friend): Well for one thing, I wouldn’t make out with him this time—

Brooke: uhhuh.

Peyton: Uhhuh. And besides, he’s a different guy now. And you’re different too.

Damn.

I need to stop this, you know. Self-pity.

Damn. How could people stay friends after they’ve been lovers?

Well, Andrei and I stayed friends, but… I don’t really consider him as one of those ‘serious’ boyfriends. (As if I already had many.)

[No offense meant to Andrei, but we both know we were young back then. Come on.]

How?